LICIA :: UNTOUCHED. ::

Now i know what it means by being realistic certains things cannot be force. This world is all about real stuff...would you rather give up a thousand dollar to 2 thousand job or would you stick to something which you like but you cannot survive on it? You get a pay of less than thousand a month even before deduction of daily spending, CPF ect and you work like mad from morning till night 7 days a week all occupied only resting on alternate days.

When everyone is having their holidays you are there pushing sales and working like hell but no increment. If you were me which do you pick? Your passion? Or get a realistic? I blame myself for not finding out my path clearer but wats there to regret now? I have to move forward i cannot put the things i have learn to a waste because you have no idea how bad i felt deep in me.

I finally understand that its true experience matters more than anything. In certain industry they don't even want to see your cert all they want is you have lots of experiece. I dunno if i might go back to study but this will definately depends on how work is like and if it requires me to do so than i think i will.

Blur picture due to Angel turning here n there

Im enjoying every lesson and im very much paying attention as well as doing my assignment. I can't wait to get my Cert and apply for an ideal job whenever i see a post in strait times..please wait for me alright just give me another 8 months or so. Well me and him both are craving very much for salmom sashimi and finally we went to try out the Ramen Ten and i wasn't disappointed because they are not selfish with the cut of the fishes haha. It is really in big pieces the serving aren't selfish at all and we really enjoy ourseleves alot.

On Saturday i was actually waiting for the arrival of my bag that i ordered online which he bought it for me but it wasn't here and arrived on sunday out of surprise. I thought that they do not do deliveries on sunday but i was wrong they do that whenever there is too much shipment. I wanna get a cosmetic kitty bag for my stuff but its hard to find something big, light, and nice. Boxes are tidy n neat but they are extremely heavy and i get muscle cramps every lesson. I have decided to use something lighter so that i will have a happy day ahead or i will feel very tired.

I will share more of my classes pictures when i capture more of it and anyway i don't think i will go for sakura buffet for my birthday we might be going somewhere elses already. Still yet to decided but well i just wanna be happy on my day.

Finally completed my assignment last night. I did 5 pieces of worksheet and decorated 2 sets of eyelash which is 4 different style. This week will be another interesting lesson on lip and concealing every lesson i am so interested and yes this will go on and on till i complete and find a job. I also wanna thank him for buying me 4 bags one shot haha i know i have been spending and also i really like spending time with you anyway don't be bullied by the stupid fatty k.

I have found my next model for next month which is my granny cos tis time round i need someone older and she agreed to help me hee~well i'm now counting down to my birthday which i really feel excited about it. It is not that i like people spending money on me but also i like the feeling of being surprised especially when its something i really like. Even if its something feel with sincerity i will feel really touched as this is not what money can buy with.

Anyway i went Sakura international buffet with him last Friday to test out the food and i really like it there its like $25 per person and you can get to eat many different kind of cusine. It is located at Tampines Safra and i believe they should have some more outlets which i dunno where but i took some pictures to share. Perhaps when i go again i will take more pictures~~

Today was a quite last minute make up session on eyebrow and luckily my cousin keep to rescue me to be my model and i'm very greatful to her. Haha and yes its my first product on eyebrow plucking and drawing of eyebrow. I also did some touch up and blusher but not yet on eye and lips. I hope it doesn't look too bad and also if you happen to see this post and willing to be my model do let me know too. I might need people when last minute thing just come out suddenly. I have just completed one of my worksheet assignment but i got 3 more to go for this week. I have also yet to collect my cert and perhaps i'm going over tomorrow..i'm just too tired, lazy and reluctant to go back to that school.

kitty accessory box

Kitty mirror

Personal make up items

Make up box for sch & professional used

Inside of the box

Our sch recommand shu uemura curler so i bought one for lesson use

A set of 22 brushes

Popteen July series

Without accessories

With accessories

nice wedges hee~~

i Love this heel~~

My Fat Doggy

random pic~~

I have been buying lots of heels online and its really expensive as i have a huge foot so i gotta buy something with larger size and my feet really cant fit into small sizes it will hurt a lot and i use to get lots of blister. Anyway i would miss the july series of popteen due to grandfather's funeral but he was sweet to secretly reserved a copy for me and i was happy that i went to pick it up yesterday.

I also finally manage to buy my make up box for my stuff to bring to school as it is really a lot and weighs about 6kg to 7kg as you can see the amount of things and brushes that i need to carry along. I have finally got my first assignment and i have completed it but it cause me some time to complete as we gotta be creative.

I realise i have been buying none stop but i left out something which is bag. It has been a long time since i buy a new bag but for now i need to save a bit first if not i have already spent a lot of money for my school of make up. I really enjoy the lesson and manage to make new friends even though it can be tiring due to long hours. At least now i'm doing something i like i hope to complete and get the cert successfully and i know it will be tough.

My Grandfather has passed away @ 28/05/09 and i cried alot..i saw him suffering a lot throughout his cancer sickness. I felt super heartpain and so do my family members. I missed him alot and hope he will be fine in the other world. Humans are so fragile and i felt like we just come and go so sudden. I actually expected him to leave at a later time perhaps september or october but he didn't. He always pray and hope to leave another few more years but he jus didn't had the life to do so. My grandma is utimately that she cry so much and whenever i see her crying i will cry too. I thank Sharon for attending his wake and may god bless everyone's health.

Sharon & Stella

Sharon & me

Sharon look like a kid here haha

Stella & me

It was quite long after my last post and immediately after the last post the next day i saw ***** and i felt why let me see*****again. I actually set next to ***** in the cinema and it spoil my day i tried so hard to concentrate and enjoy the movie i know i shouldnt be affected by *****however if you were me and you know who im refering to you will feel this way too.

Yesterday i was happy meeting up with my friends again even though one didnt make it. We still did have fun right haha..i hope we will have more of this in future because it is always very long later than we will meet once. Yesterday went to Thai express with them the food was not bad but i felt not really worth it cos its quite ex and i would rather go new york it will be better. We also went shopping and spent lots of time chatting, choosing and giving comment for things to buy. I also saw some clothings i like when we went to myphosis but thinking that i have just spent $267 for 3 pair of shoes i am really heartbroken and regreted my actions. Well what to do??its already spent but i will remind myself to be more careful.